people! If you've been reading my blog, I'm back!
well, it's been a while since i last blog.
basically i have been quite busy recently.
attending workshops and just started work.
this is killing me, like seriously.
I thought it would be easy, as in just working. I'm wrong.
there's so much for me too learn, just sooooo much to absorb.
look, I'm not trying to start ranting here (:
it is good to learn new things and expose to the world though.
anyway, i took MC and didn't went to work today.
headache kills. doctor said : "drink more water".
catch up with girlfriends last Friday. han yan, yiling and hui zhen.
had a mini chocolate fondue session over at my place.
though it was barely 2 hrs, it was great. We had lotsa fun!
tomorrow will be ice cream session with girlfriends! wheeeeeee~ anticipation.
2009 spells U-N-L-U-C-K-Y.
i had never have things my way or rather, rarely.
go through what i have went through and you'll know what unlucky really means.
maybe i'm not as unlucky as others.
still, lady luck is not on my side.
it is not our circumstances that create our discontent or contentment. it is us.
have you ever asked yourself,
are you contented with what you have in life now?
how do you define contentment?
what is true contentment?
many times we said we are contented but, do we really mean it?
there are three all-powerful evils: lust, anger and greed.
as human, we tend to be greedy.
we want more of what is given to us, thinking it is always not enough.
when you have a phone, you want it with camera, then with 3G,
followed by touch screen and the list goes on...
i wish to shout to the world and said i'm contented, but i know i'm not.
i am selfish when it comes to you. i admit it.
i don't see it coming.
i will be contented to know what's on your mind.
i will be contented to know that i'm the only one.
we tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have,
but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.
P.S : there is no end of craving. hence contentment alone is the best way to happiness. therefore, acquire contentment.
jealousy is not a sin.
it is only right to be jealous seeing the one you love being with others.
the only reason you're not jealous is because you don't love.
therefore, you don't care.
it is never wrong to feel jealous.